I would cry only if I could

Sometimes I feel lonely
Even in a crowded place
I hate become gloomy
Even I can’t put that away from my face

I pretend to be strong
And I hope that I can become really strong
Even it will take too long
I just need to think that I wasn’t wrong

Sometimes I really confuse
That my heart wrongly diffuse
Which will make me lose
On the way that i choose

If only I could cry
I’m sure I’ll make a try
Not because I’m too shy
It just because my heart is dry